"If something hurts, it is a teacher. If a particular thought brings great sorrow, fear, regret, anxiety, know that it is a lesson. If your own tendencies and habits are causing you anguish, know that it will pass. When the lesson has been understood deep in the heart, the pain will cease."
i don’t know who i think
i am sometimes
writing poems like this
spilling feelings like this
being open like thisi tend to write of tenuous
love in big cities
and of colossal love in small ones
i write of the things
restlessly in my head
and heavy on my hearti write of long lines to heaven
and gateways to hell
drugs
sex
and all the things i’m going
to do to you when
i get the chanceit really varies by day.
but i’ve learned that i need this
and although i really don’t
give a fuck or twoi hope you like it.
i don’t know who i think
i am sometimes
writing poems like this
spilling feelings like this
being open like thisi tend to write of tenuous
love in big cities
and of colossal love in small ones
i write of the things
restlessly in my head
and heavy on my hearti write of long lines to heaven
and gateways to hell
drugs
sex
and all the things i’m going
to do to you when
i get the chanceit really varies by day.
but i’ve learned that i need this
and although i really don’t
give a fuck or twoi hope you like it.
I fuckin’ love it…
It’s Been A While…
Wow… So here we are again huh? 😌 Welcome once again, then… Greetings… Crazy how time flies by, huh? So many wonderful events have happened & idk where 2 even begin… Wow… Nonetheless… More updates will come soon… Thanks 4 all of the love!!!
"I don’t care how positive you are or how enlightened and full of peace you have become. Do not allow anyone to ill-treat you or take you for some dickhead. There’s nothing wrong about telling them where they got you fucked up and how many steps they should back track, in order to correct themselves."
"I don’t trust anybody. Not anybody. And the more that I care about someone, the more sure I am they’re going to get tired of me and take off."
"Cancel your pity party. Pull yourself together and take total ownership for everything in your life."
"The true definition of madness is repeating the same action, over and over, hoping for a different result. - Albert Einstein"
"She never felt like she belonged anywhere, except for when she was laying on her bed, pretending to be somewhere else."
This silence is deafening. To literally be all alone and have no one to speak to is one of the the worst feelings ever. Now I know what my sis goes through. Sigh… I keep wanting to reach out to people who want nothing to do with me anymore and sometimes I cave and I do… but I’ve started to realize that when people are done with you, they’re done. Sigh. Idk how much more of all of this I can take… I wish I had someone to vent to… Now it’s just nothingness. And it haunts me…

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